I was just waking up when i saw the news, at first, I couldn’t believe it, I couldn’t wanted to believe it. I started to watch Kara Project for Sojin, I remember saw her and think “Wow! Let me support you until the end”, even if I end up to be a Chaekyung bias, my mind didn’t change. I really wanted support you until the end, but this is not the way is supposed to end. 

I always knew that be a Baby Kara fan was hopeless, I knew not all of them could debut, But I never thought about something like this happen,nobody thought about something like this happen!I’m going to be honest, I’m sad, and I’m angry. My first thought was “This isn’t true”, but my second thought was “how could you do this to us, how dare you to left Yooji alone”. 

I know i was wrong thinking like that, but tbh i was not thinking, I was just feeling. I know isn’t her fault, I know how depression works (I’m a psychologist, and also, I’ve lived with depression almost all my live) but i was angry, I’m still angry, but not to Sojin.

 I’m angry at DSP, yes, I’m. Even if you tell me that the contracts end for mutual agreement, even if you says that is a business, I’m still mad at them. Mad at the way the manage everything. Did they even have a psychologist? a psychiatrist? a counselor? The trainer truly needs one. You can left they alone, they’re under your responsibility.  

And, also, I’m angry at her family. The family supposed to support her, but they didn’t it. She was crying when she talked about her father,she tried to show them how amazing being a singer was.  I work in a project of child protection and I see a lot of negligent parents. And not, you are not going to tell me that they did care about her. Yeah, they loves they child, but it’s everything about taking care of them, supporting them, being a safe base for your children. And it seems they didn’t it.

And yeah, probably I’m wrong, I want to be wrong. I don’t even want to know how are the girls feeling. Specially Youngji and Yooji. Youngji because she won over Sojin, and Yooji because she was very closer with Sojin, She relied in her a lot.  

Maybe it was so many things that was crossing her mind. And it hurts me to know that she can felt our love. I’m sorry Sojin if I couldn’t protect you, support you. If I couldn’t help you. I’m really sorry. 

DSP is deleting all the photos and videos from baby kara. The fancafe is gone. I don’t know what is gonna happen with April. And to be honest, I don’t want another trainer besides Somin, Chaekyung, Chaewon, Siyoon & Yooji in it. I don’t want any girl in her place, because for me, it’s her place. And i don’t want to hate a girl for feeling that she’s taking her place.

Sojin was a amazing girl, A good dancer, an great singer, and even greater leader. She was such a nice friend with her members, Thank you for being there for Chaekyung, Siyoon & Yooji when they got eliminate in Kara Project. Thank you for supporting Youngji when she wins, even if that meaning that you couldn’t fulfill your dream.  Thank you for everything.

You’ll be always loved and always missed. Please, be my angel and watch over the others babies 

- Kit

ps: I was just talking for me, not for the tck staff. If any other member of the staff want to write something, you’re free to doing.